Men I’ve Had Sex With, from U to Z
One thing I’ve discovered in this past decade of promiscuity, is that sluts have more fun. I’ve discovered other things, but that is one thing I know for sure. I know this because when I wasn’t a slut, I had much less fun. The first time I went to the USA, in the days before … Read more
Men I’ve Had Sex With, from S to U
When I first started going to the sauna about ten years ago I met a guy from Singapore called Ong. We fucked, then we went out for dinner to one of those Vietnamese places on Kingsland Road. I thought that’s how it might always be, and that’s how I’ve tried to make it, to make … Read more
Men I’ve Had Sex With, from M to S
We met because we live 827 metres from each other; that’s what Grindr tells us. And even though he isn’t the type I usually go for – he’s short and stocky – we meet regularly, almost once a week. We started having sex a in April or May and from then onwards Cheng has fucked … Read more
Men I’ve Had Sex With, from G to L
One guy from The Gambia still owes me £5. It’s been about fifteen years since I lent him the money, but I haven’t seen him since. We had a good time together. He kept calling me his African brother, which I kind of liked, even though he was trying to be funny, as in: how … Read more
Men I’ve Had Sex With, from A to F
When I was in Australia a few years ago I had sex with a guy in the sauna who was convinced his birth-mother (or father) was Aboriginal. But he could have been Greek or Lebanese. He was very into queer movies and while I was fucking him he quoted whole scenes from a movie made … Read more
On Desire and Holocaust Denial
When the German came over you were expecting someone younger. In his Gaydar pictures – clothed and unclothed – he was a cute guy in his early thirties, tall and blonde and slim. The one picture of his arsehole alarmed you, it didn’t look like an innocent arsehole at all, and you liked that. Tall, … Read more
Eager
He’s eager. It’s nice that he’s eager. After a while of not having someone being so eager about me, it’s nice to have someone who is. We haven’t met yet. We’ve exchanged messages online, a few texts, and this afternoon we had a brief chat on the phone. Over the past two weeks, he’s tried … Read more
Not Even E, nor BB
My therapist says I’m a very moral person, and he doesn’t mean that as a compliment. What he means is that I’m judgemental and self-critical and that I should give myself a break. He doesn’t have a problem with me having loads of phone sex, talking to guys (strangers) about fucking their Rottweilers and shitting … Read more
Can You Not Pay the Rent-Boy?
We agreed on £60. That’s reasonable, I messaged him, but I’d like something in return. So he writes back, something along the lines of: You can’t have a pound of my flesh, but I’d consider most other things. He was what I liked: tall and skinny, with a nice mop of curly black hair. I’ve … Read more
